Losing Grip

I'm totally losing momentum on the weight loss game. I'm making excuses every day and I haven't been to the gym in two days. I just can't seem to get myself motivated again! I'm going to go look for old pictures of me from when I was thinner. I came across an old one in my photobucket. It made me sad to realize how much weight i've gained. Was that my deterrent? It should motivate me! I really want to me healthy again. I don't know what this down spiral is but today it MUST stop. Only two more days until i get me "get movin'" T shirt. And then only 9 more days until I complete the contest. On a sad note I lose my trial offer on July 24th!!! EEEk. That should be motivation to work as hard as I can. I was down to 206 last I checked. If anything I should be motivated for my weigh ins.

ugh. I just need to get off this couch! Tomorrow i'm going double!