so i totally suck at this diet/exercise thing. I mean, i dont mean to get off track but life is busy and even when i do have the opportunity to go to the gym sometimes i am just flat out tired.

i know its catching up on me too.

heart burn for the last two nights. its like, c'mon. are you kidding me? I was doing so well!

Tonight we went over to Diane's for a lil birthday dinner (i'll be 23 on tuesday- yeah!) and everyone was telling me how great i looked. i mean, not that 10 lbs makes that HUGE of a difference on my large frame but i'm not gonna lie- it did make me feel better.

a few more things i would lke to work on: my self esteem, my wardrobe (i totally need to wait until i drop some more weight), and my happiness! Oh! and also my business. I bought business cards and set up a website: LillyPadParties.com

I'm going to be a childrens party planner. I mean, i dont know how well it'll work but i would love to have my own business. especially if i can get out of property management. I'm really starting to burn out. :(

As for the art gallery- mom is talking a least another year and moving to Lake elsinore. we went out there on friday and it was amazing. Toms Farms was great. i picked up some fresh produce for Ceviche and mom made it for the party tonight. AMAZING!

Well, its getting late and I have 101 things to do. Laundry, cleaning, sleeping...I had some caffeine so its going to be a really long night.

Gym for the next 9 days..Can i do it?
I think if i Challenge myself not to miss a day it will work out really well. A gold star for each day and then a shopping spree?!?!? that'd be rad. we'll see. I still really need a manicure and pedicure. That and i found these shirts that look awesome on me at Target. Perfect fit! go figure. hahaha. they're maternity. Sheesh, me and my big boobies.

oh gawd i hope no one reads this shit.